Its early morning after showering and cleaning my teeth I am reflective of yeaterdays activities. Picking up madam butterfly (saigon) I am transported with the feeling of vietnam and margret duras. why? this is is not yet apparent! memory plus mood and the stress of the last few weeks esp that holiday we have not supported called thanksgiving. don't mean to sound negative and yet all that 'stuff'y food and an upset stomach (tummy-mom/mother?) made me grouchy as I had made a strict point of eating well up until that sudden shocking separation from diet and exercise routine which the holiday forced on my system! Amen! Its stil early morning...